"Hi!" (always with the exclamation point)
"I had a great visit tonight. I am also going through a long tough transition that started about the time your Dad decided to retire and your sister divorced. I am also trying to learn what my feelings are, what I want and how to express myself clearly, forcefully, but as diplomatically as possible (The latter is a real challenge for me.). Often, I either don't trust myself not to just blast someone when I express my feelings or it takes me three days to figure out what they are and what caused them. Often, I just end up letting them fester. I am going to make a conscious effort to journal more. Meditation has helped, but Jazzercise seems to be easier for me. I am also trying very hard to express my feelings, even if I'm not always coherent or diplomatic."
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Moments of lucidity are the worst. They lull you into a feeling of safety, so that when the next attack comes, which it inevitably will, you just feel that much more betrayed.
Or hell, maybe she's finally turned a corner and is about the turn into a human. One can always hope.
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